My recruiter called me early this evening to update me on my application status. She said she'll give me my verdict next week. Is it plain wrong to hope that I'll land the job? God knows I badly need one and this recent job application pretty much sealed my experience with it. I want it. It's going to break my fucking heart if I don't get it but life will go on. I just hope I'll get over it quickly by getting another decent job offer. Searching for project management jobs isn't exactly rampant. Apart from this field of expertise I don't know where else I'll fit. Sure, there's the psychology/psychometrician part but the opportunity of getting a job in that area is rarer than a pink diamond.
I really, really hope.
