02 May 2011

Map of my head

1. These RM-Barca shit practically sent my GAF down to 60. I don't know where to pull the anger from the last el clasico (which in a way, I could be grateful for being unable to watch it) issues so I settled for crying whenever wherever I could. I'd probably self medicate myself with zoloft before the season ends. That said, now I know that my seasonal quota for el clasico matches are 3-4 (2 from La Liga, 1 from CDR and 1 from CL). Beyond that, I'm going to be a wreck.

2. I broke external hard drive. That just piled my unending lists for crying these days. My gifs, songs, videos, torrents, my fucking life was in that HD and it all boiled down to Ubuntu crashing with my HD connected. Fuck my life a million times over. I sent the HD to the distributor and try as I might, they might repair it (aka reformat) or give me a new one. Either way, I'm fucked and I'm not happy with Western Digital nowadays. To think everybody's goddamn boasting over their superiority among the HD competition.

3. I'm really getting pissed off with my boss. First for the incident several weeks ago which he'd practically insulted my educational attainment and last week for subtly dismissing my hard work on the project. Well they can eat their own shit because I'm ready to pack my bags and say adios to them. I'm just hoping someone would call me up for a new job already. The thing I'll only miss if I leave my current company is the very loose work schedule. Going to work at 9am and leaving around 4pm for like 3 days a week is a boon I'm never going to be not grateful for. Just don't make me face my boss weekly.

4. My addiction to gay ebooks right now is frightening in its intensity. I unknowingly took a sabbatical from the Merlin fandom already although I still take a peek whenever I could. My torrent is suffering from it (that is, my ratio is regressing while I'm stuck unable to seed because my files are in my ruined HD and karma's a bitch). I practically devour an ebook or two a day and for sure, my eyes are going to suffer after this. As in suffer blind.

5. My only other source of joy right now is my half craptastic iPod. I'm going to call Power Mac tomorrow and ask if there's something they can do for the poor click wheel sensitivity (replace it or something while my warranty is still valid).